Brain Candy

Ok.

January in Massachusetts.

Cold right?

Bwahahahaha. No.

It was 60 degrees out yesterday.

Every day for the last week I have gone for a walk to try to rebuild my stamina.
In doing so I'm on paths that lye all around me in the wilderness.
As I'm looking around I'm thinking to myself that I can't believe I've come this far.
Not only was the daylight basking on every piece of nature, It was embellishing my soul.

I loved it.
As I was running, I felt like my ribs were bleeding.
Pushing myself physically that hard is new.
Because mentally it isn't.

Pain is something the average person fears.
As a child, it's associated with boo-boos and someone kissing everything better.

If we got hurt, we automatically cried about it.
We didn't want to do it again....we didn't even want to find out where the pain was coming from.
We just, wanted someone to make it stop.
The Irony, is that pain let's us know we're alive.
If our nerves get shocked....if we aren't numb enough to feel tingly, or any kind of sensation
(get your mind out of the gutter)
We can know which way to go...

But that's the beauty in a work out isn't it.
Towards the fire!
Feel the BURN!!!
It's a passion in your belly and your heart all at the same time.

Put your brain into the mix.
Everyone is built differently when it comes to our DNA, but mechanically,
we are the same.

Each of us a Robot of Flesh.
Painted murals of experiences, emotions and expressions.

So when we focus, truly focus, ....what are we supposed to focus on?

Not just the positive, but the positivity inside our own soul.
What makes us tic.
What get's us going.
What is something you are individually great at that you could potentially exceed into the definition of awesome?
And How can you do it?
How to keep our breathing at a pace where we are so excited, that our body can keep up with it.

That my friends, is a some-kind-of-tasty-thought.
It's like a mental candy.

So my Candy, it's firming out.

Again.....stop thinking dirty.

I'm beginning to be able to focus soul-y on what I'm good at.
Furthermore.
I'm going to have to trust it.